Thursday, January 05, 2006

..Through the Washers..

Ever thought of why we feel ashamed to cry in front of others?
I mused over it..and realised it's not only because I would feel weak..it's more so because I would be giving the other person too much power...too much face...too much of a victory to relish...and still feel weak inside..
I still cry. Cry for reasons absurd.Cry for reasons others would find funny or meaningless. Cry coz i'm hurt. Cry when I hurt others. Cry when I have reasons which make me sad. Cry when I can't figure out enough reasons to be happy about. Cry when I'm angry. Cry coz I'm getting old. Cry coz I'm not getting wiser. Cry to rejoice even. Cry alone..
The puffed-up-soggy-tomato-with-a-case-of-bad-conjunctivitis-hard-to-hide look isn't worth it all.
Wish I could make a living out of it....

4 comments:

Unknown said...

Okay.. that last line was extremely disturbing... :-S

And the alternative to crying is having a ultra high intensity heart attack at the age of 30. So not worth it. =)

p.s. looks like someone is back to regular blogging.

dUh said...

You can.

Rudaali?

:)

Shuchi said...

Look who's back!! hulloo there!:)

LollySparkyShady said...

in all the most defining moments
in your life

you cry