..Inhibitions..

I was taking a walk and I came to realise that even though too much of anything can get intoxicating, there are more than a couple of things which I want in excess...correction..need in excess...
...and some others that I would love to possess..feel..experience...and live..

I'd love to be hugged so hard that it chokes to breathe [what a perfect way to die!]
I'd love for it to be so cold that I feel frost on my eyelashes and nose tip and I dare not take out my hands even for the cup of steaming hot chocolate on the table in front of me
I'd love to hurt so much that I could cry over and over and over again it for years to come, simply because I had something that meant that much to me
I'd love to make a fool out of myself amidst silence because it would create laughter
I'd love to make mistakes and inexcusable blunders as it would teach me to say sorry
I'd love to do something just because someone else wants me to do it
I'd love to visit a place, look like someone new, feel like someone new but be myself
I'd love to be able to impersonate every expression that ever existed in a smiley face
I'd love to be followed around only because the person following me can't get me out of his/her mind
I'd love to run so fast that I could catch up with my own thoughts
I'd love to bother someone to death so that they know they're worth every second I spend on them
I'd love to laugh and laugh and laugh and never get laughter lines
I'd love to write about myself one day, as seen through a friends eyes
I'd love to always talk the amount I do [I see many many shaking heads here]
I'd love to fall only to see if there is someone below to catch me [bad call!]..and realise there isn't
I'd love to try and walk after the previous 'I'd love..'
I'd love to never have all my wishes granted coz that would leave nothing for me to dream about
I'd love to always have a helping hand and yet never consider myself helpless
I'd love to tire so I can have the greatest sleep ever
I'd love to say I want to have more space to myself but for it to be understood as I need to be suffocated with care
I'd love a list of IOU's so I could claim them all my life
I'd love to be perfect for someone and still be able to point a million faults in myself
I'd love to grow up and not old
I'd love to forever add to this list...n walk and think..n walk and think...n walk and think...