I am sure all of us have, at one time or another, got that starry eyed, airy feeling ..the feeling of a crush..a stupid silly teenage crush...crush that disappears just as fast as it hits you...
Along with itself it brings a smile that sits in all its might on the face,and the realisation that it might expose you, does not even help to wipe it...
It's a feeling I can't explain..or don't need to as there isn't anyone who doesn't have their own experiences to share...and their own parcel of grins and chuckles...own little ' I want attention' tactics used from time to time...own stories which take you beyond yourself when you recall them at a later age...own own own list of crushes..a list so long you could read it all day and not find time to blush inbetween...
Love and relationships are nice...but I think the feeling of a crush is superb...it's young, chocolaty, silly, irrationale, short-term, warm, tingly, baseless, giggly...
The best thing about them...theyre nothing! its a feeling which comes like day and is gone with the moon...or a long one would hmm..maybe wait till sunrise...I always thought it was dependent on age...and I was well beyond them...
Well apparently not.....the 'extra effort to laugh at the jokes', 'stand around casually and make conversation', 'try and get noticed', 'Oh i'll help you with that', ' Hmmm what is he talking to HER about'..etc etc peeped at me suddenly...and I didn't feel the pinch till a friend, who turned 23 today[ Happy happy b'day to her..=)!], pointed it out...
..First I ignored it..then I denied it...and as I looked back, contemplated on my actions, did a rewind and play..I finally accepted it...
....feels great! I think I turned 15 with her today....
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then wish YOU a habbyyyy 15th bbudddayy my dearest friend.. love you!!! we share bdays isnt that cool ? so whats it like being a gemini;) ?
this is not really news!!!!!!!!!but i am coming to learn more abt u shu. Coming to think of it i must have also gone thru this phase...and thinking back i too feel fifteen once again
( the giggly phase)...or mebbe i can make it 18 coz in our time it was later...much later than it is today...but it was a good fun time nevertheless!!!!!!!!
Great post
-Jules
Haha..okie mum...
Thanks Jules..
Gayatri...even tho we share b'day i'm still very much a capricorn:P ...the world's infested with geminis and it could do some capri fresh air...
ooohhh im capri.. look at me im all cool :p tsk tsk what arrogance.. I still stand by geminis being superest coolest
yaaaawwwwnn..
...I dun need to prove my[ read capricornians] worth so I shall not waste any more words arguing my point..
You guys are supercool?..hmmm yeah ok well so much so that you've turned cold..:P
i forsee a war of the zodiacs....
bring it on :P
i can see you re running away.. as far far away as you can ... taking the next flight out arent we;) :P ?
tsk tsk... shame shame!!
forget abt the zodiacs and being cool, etc.
tell us more abt the crush!
listening...
iyer
yes shuchi.. tell us MORE abt the crush;)
yeah!!! i'm all ears too...
ahem..
_all_of_us_ :)
Thats for me to know and....hmm well yes for me to know...;)
*curiosity killed all ye cats*..wink
ahem ahem... i have details..:)
curiosity may have killed the cats but i'm sure u dont put ME into the cat category....so can i have details pleez???? U are allowed to whisper in my ears u know...for my ears only....I promise ;)...BUT on second thoughts mebbe i'll wait for the 'real thing' and then u can tell...:P
it's always nice to have a close friend who knows all your secrets..
so gayatri, pick a price.. ;)
hey gayatri.. where is your froogle wishlist..?
you deserve it.. (and not because you are going to leak us any secrets).. it was your birthday afterall.. :)
here you go....
my list
wait a sec.. $42,950 are not exactly within our budget at this point..
and i hope mom and 3-potties are going to pitch in.. right?
depends on how much gayatri spills ;)
rt zany?
iyer
true.. so how do we know that you know what you profess to know..?
and then, you can't really put a price tag to everything.. gossip is good when served gratis.. :P
hey hey hey...I like the way everyone is doing trades here at my expense..!:P
Get me my wishlist and maybe i'll spill the beans myself:P..
and mother...sssshhhhuussshhhh...:P:P
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