A few calls, and many messages frantic
An attempt to improve my mundane view,
Finally the phone rings, a reply, and answer much awaited
And I collide with something new...
A reserved meeting breaks lose
On the highest peak, a point above me,
A sudden attraction, a thought irrational
And I collide with something I want to be...
The scene changes, the room gets dimmer
Voices and laughter, the silence by which many live
The drinks slide down the throat, a trance
And I collide with something impressive...
My head starts churning ideas
Thoughts flow as people, in and out, words stream,
Music blocks my vision, only one in focus
And I collide with something of a dream...
Sanity leaves me, innocence now felt stupid
The realization of an amateur, a passive child,
Even the best fall down sometimes, I fall hard,
And I collide with something wild...
As the hands turn swiftly, time passes by
The ride continues, full control of the wheel,
Signs, glares, conversations everywhere, I just listen,
And I collide with something I can't feel...
The unwelcome Honesty shows it's bragging face
But with each wave of a gesture, aspirations rise, a smile,
The mood becomes comfortable, rhythms echo
And I collide into something worthwhile...
No promises faithful, not even an attempt to please
No scope for partiality, a genuinely truthful liar,
A reluctant goodbye breaks the dawn, abrupt, but fresh
And I collide with something which lights a new fire..
4 comments:
ummmm.. very thoughtful..
good job of putting the convolutions in your mind on the paper..
do you always write so well when you are drunk? :P
Haha thanks for that..
It's always the other way round tho..I don't get high and write..I always write and get a high:)
Maybe you should try it.. get high and write that is.. unless... you're scared of the ramifications........ might give your "ends" a new means' :D
after a long time i felt some coherence in your post in terms of transforming your abstractions into thoughts and then words and vice versa.... so thats a good sign.
you are getting there , but not quite there
Lolly
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